Igniting Wonder

Health issues have dampened my Christmas spirit. Not that I was ever overly enthusiastic – too many memories cloud the seasons – and this year, there is no energy to decorate the house. Ric’s solution is to call in help, and I confess that even that sets me deeper into depression. How will I manage the commotion?

Natasha arrives with her three children, plus one. Ric orders pizza. Even though I want to just sit in my chair, I rise to help organize. The younger ones are rambunctious and restless and I’m questioning Ric’s wisdom. A bulb breaks and my nerves shatter with it. 

But then something happens…

The youngest, Demian, looks so crestfallen that it snaps me out of my mood. It’s just a bauble, after all. 

“Tell you what,” I offer. ”Hot chocolate for all, once the tree is decorated.”

Cheers erupt and I melt into the mood, laughing at the children’s antics and sharing their joy as pizza arrives. Crowded around our small dining table, Demian exclaims: ”This is the best Christmas ever!” We all laugh.

“It’s not even Christmas, yet”, I tell him, noting that a spark of excitement – a glow leftover from childhood – has been ignited. 

What ignites your wonder this holiday season?

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Permission to write, paint, and imagine are the gifts I gave myself when chronic illness hit - a fair exchange: being for doing. Relevance is an attitude. Humour essential.

27 thoughts on “Igniting Wonder

  1. Though holidays can spark unhappy memories, the Christmas season brings on an inner glow. Children seem to ignite that glow within us with their excitement and unyielding love.

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  2. So happy Ric’s solution worked out in the end. Children are what Christmas is about for me. Their excitement and their faith gives me hope for brighter days ahead. Best wishes and hugs!

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  3. I go through the same emotions at Christmas. It seem the melancholy memories of Christmas pasts are stronger with each passing year. But the wonder of our grandchild and the memories being created for him pull me into the spirit. As far as decorations go, I sit back and watch them do it. Have a Merry Christmas, VJ!

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