Life feels a bit like this photo right now – buggy.
While Ric is on the mend, I have been undergoing tests for chronic issues. Last week, two biopsies were taken and a growth removed. No answers yet.
“Are you scared?” Ric asks me as we lie awake, minds processing in the stillness of night.
“Not really. I just want answers.”
Answers mean progress. Hope.
What’s bugging me is how weighted down my limbs feel, and the exhaustion, and the constant nausea. Despite it all, I wake every morning with a list of creative projects I want to complete. I love and appreciate so many aspects of my life.
It’s all good.
I’d just like a little bit of balance.
Limbo a life test
I dream in uncertainties –
pray for even ground.
(Photo my own)